Beyoutiful: Heal Your Relationship With FoodMartha's tumultuous relationship with food started early. She started dieting at age 9 after bullies taunted her with names like "Big Bertha." Her on again, off again diets didn't work, and as Martha's weight and self image deteriorated, cycles of depression and anxiety plagued her relationships. Finally, in a desperate act of self improvement, Martha discovered how to repair and heal the deeper reasons behind her unhealthy relationship with food.